I need to say it to you you you

Firstly, Ah siao seem to have some problem nowsaday. which idk what is going on at all. cos im not with them. srsly disappointed in some of the things and i really hope everything will be fine. arent it suppose to be "Ah Siao Stay Strong!" ?? guys... i hope u all learn to loves and treasure each other. i wouldn't want to see what happened last time to repeat. JK and JW u know wad i say uh. NO ONE IS PERFECT!! be it u chg or whoever chg, i believe there's a reason in it. if u chose he/she to be ur TRUE fren, than accept it. if u still not happy about it, talk about it. don ever bad mouth or do stunts behind he/she. cos true frens don backstabbed. Esp Ah Siao. okayy... i know we can stay strong de. i know we can. so guys pls, don ruin it with ur own hands. our name list will alwys be there ok. don't ever get tired about it ok.
1. Jolin
2.Aaron
3.Joon Keat
4.Marion
5.Jialing
6.Jun Wei
7.John
8.Wei Lun
9.Ting
10.Sheng

Secondly, i will like to let this lady know that im nolonger that naive gal u knew last time. i'd grown up. and u know that we know each other very well. so wad for acting over there and pretend that everything is nicely done? oh pls... u forgotten that we were ONCE very close. i don understand why u have to hide all these. u know it very well that wad u are doing now is totally a big mistake! it brings unhappiness to u and ur family. arent u suppose to be there to protect ur family members? i don wanna ask u bcos i know u will definately tear infront of me. well, i shall keep quiet. but pls, others have eyes. they do suspect. esp, they're adults!! and YULING hate LIARS!! i know u don mean it, but u still choose to hurt me. hais... u knew i trust u alot. and is it bcos of these, u chose to lie to me? comeon.. u cant lie forever. cos u're not good at it. u don even dare to speak too much to me aft toking to the phone to him!! cos u found out im just right behind u. yes i pretend to know nth, but actually i knew all of it. hais... wake up pls and be a nice women. FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR LOVE ONES...

Thirtly,Mr lok, i really hate u alot... i super hate u... u know the reason. u make me so busy every milli sec... i wonder y are u so so so so so power?!!
u make me busy and yet not tired. idk shld thanks or blame u. hahas...cos im not tired, i cant stop myself from busying...(is out of my control) i've been like this in this 5 months !! no no no, i have been like these ever since i fall for u.... i swear, i will do wad u did to me. and i swear, u will complain to me one day.. hiak hiak hiak!!!! :) don u ever say no when is ur turn to be busy!!

alright im done... im done with my say...