Sunday, April 26, 2009

confusing

i'm tired&confuse.i dunno wad's going on. i feel so stress up. dunno who to look to.

i'm really touched with all ur cares and concern. but i dunno shld i deserve all these treats.am i de right 1 for u to waste time on.i do think tt is gonna waste all ur time.i dunno how much can i say to solve everything,IS SO CONFUSE LAHH~~i loves the care and concern but i just dunno why i will have the thought about do i deserve all these.u're always there making me smile and jump around with joys.. u'd nv fail to make me smile every single day.all the laughter i got from u, really make my day bright. i do feel uneasy w/o ur msgs. i will wan to see ur msgs ever single day. i wil wan my phone ring and ur name appear on my phone's screen. it have been so long tt i've this kind of days. i love it and i wont want it to stop. who don wan this kind of days??but disturbance is always there!! DESERVE or NOT!! haiish.. am i shen zai fu zhong bu zi fu??
age does matter to me. but now?? i doubt it at times. i just realise it!! just a few hrs ago. i duno wad am i thinking now le. is not like me anm... am i changing my mindset for u or its just random? i really hate myself to think a lot but yet i'm still doing it...
I NEED SOLUTIONS!!!

yuling need helps badly!!