i'm back again. sibei sianz now...and i suddenly miss the feeling of loves and being loves!! i know i'm being random now...and i know there're some idiots out there laughing and teasing at me like nobody business..just laugh ba...haiish...i just don understand why seeing couples holding hands and hugging outside will affect my feeling.viewing blogs that mention their sweet moments make me envy and having photos that they took with their loves make me jealous...well well well...i still have not enjoy enuff my single life yet i'm thinking of falling in love again.omg...i need loves, hugs and kisses from the one i loves... too bad... i still have not found one yet. so sad... is so bored at times whereby u're alone at home, in the room, watching tv programme or vcd n munching the tibits urself whereby there's some1 used to feed it to me or snatch from me. instead of slping it straight, i still miss de days where i chat and wish good nights to loves...hmm suddenly all those acts came it into my mind. maybe bcos i'm too free today or maybe bcos u call. well the fact now is i'm single and not really available as i wants to enjoy singlehood.single life is wad i craving for months ago. and now i complaining about missing loves...sianz... i dont even know wad i want now. is so confusing...argh!!! feeling so fustrated... shall stop here and slp liao...if not... i'm gonna be crazy...