is so hard to understand you.
i cant imagine how you will spend your days at bangkok now!!work or foolling around??
i don't know. yes! i admit that i do feel sad and suddenly miss you alot once i heard you are flying off. i even thought of going down to your pub to look for you.
but in the end i just recieve a message calling me silly and ask me not to.
why is it that way when i always want to meet you up, there will always a reason there and end up not meeting.
yes. sis do reminds me about the girlfriend matters.
and that oso make me suspect that could she be the reason that always make you not meeting me??
i really hope that there will not be a " she " exiting around us.
haiish~
you are so gentle and caring.
i can't denied that those are sweet memories to me.
you make me smile,make me cry .
you make me feel so terrible at night.
i cant gat to sleep i cant get to meet
so what you want me to do?
and what you wantme to be?
i feel so confuse now.
lots of comments came in to my mind and i cant't stop thinking it.
are you a lier ?
are you those who love to sweet talk ?
all your cares and concern you gave me, are they all from your heart??
or you just do it for the sake of doing it??
are you just fooling me around??
haiish~
i really hope that all those rubbish won't happen to us.
i really feel that the chance you seek from me have slowly given to you.
but do you feel it??
do you know i'm trying very hard??
are you working hard too??
haiish~
pain is with me.
i miss you a lot i really do...
i really hope you could just come back straight NOW!!
though only 1 more day.
but i really can't wait to hear your voice.
i really miss them a lot...
not a msg from you or a call...
could it be that u call that " she " ??
hmm i know suspecting you do hurt you.
but your actions are suspecious .
haiish~
should i just ask you everything once you're back
or just leave it for me to find out?
will it be like wasting my time??
i really don't know.
