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tempting

2010-03-27T16:38:00.002+08:00

why am i feeling so tempted...

cos of TOURING!!! Dar asked to go Thai on July like few weeks ago. than Edison asked to go genting few days back. Danny asked to go thai or HK ytd and just now Keion asked touring too...
Dar, Edi,Dan&Keion...
wa Jolin so xin fu uh!!! so so so happy la... but where do i find the money leh?!! LOL!!!
A VERY BIG ?
going tour with Dar is always a happy and great thing to me. so Dar, don worry, i cfm go with u de once we got permission okay?!!
Edison,, shopping and all expenses u pay? really bo?? sooooooo kind uh.. haha..
Danny, steady, i pay the air ticket and u pay the rest!! :P
Keion!! yes if i got the money, i cfm stay there many many weeks with u okay ?!! IF i have the money la... haha.. and i know u going NS liao.. i try okay BRO!!

alright, looking forward for more "Jioing"
hahahahahahaha......
听了也爽！！

2010-03-27T02:26:00.006+08:00

( i know not many photos.. cos Edison la.. he dont want take any... TSK!!!)

have been rotting at home for 2 Fridays!!!

sad~~~

went REWIND with Edison and Alson last night.

reach home only in the morning. cos someone cant drive me home..

drink too much liao la.. TSK!!...

went breakfast with Edison at Teck whye...

and seriously!!

I HATE CATS!!!!

(Edison know y)

actually just now going butterfac de, but....

nvm..queue too long liao la.. so Edison asked to stay at home...

now, he went to slp liao i guessed....

like a pig only la... hahaha...

more meetings coming up... HOPEFULLY

targeting to Genting with him..

LOLOLOLOL!!! cfm nice trip if got go.. right tianwei(Edi)?? :P

only Darling and me know .. hiak hiak~~

I NEED HOLIDAY LA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

alright shall stop here.... :))

2010-03-24T03:37:00.002+08:00

finally im back..
haha.. have been busy recently... many things to do...

im here just for the sake of blogging la.. haha...

"IM PROUD OF MYSELF NOT TEARING FOR YOU ANYMORE AFTER THE SECOND CHANCE. IM GLAD TO SEE YOUR TRUE COLOUR AT THIS MOMENT. IM GLAD THAT I WILL NOT SUFFER MORE."

after everything, i feel that is fated.... perhaps, the god is standing at my side.. wanting me to have better choice :) i know the god loves me.. haha..

i admit, im silly at that time, crying and begging....
but i grow and learn from it.. so well....
i learn to be strong :))

and i learn to know more ppl, diff type of ppl, diff race etc...
im happy with my life now...
at least i wont need to think too much.
hopefully it apply to u too :)

next
to a friend that im missing now...

u appear when im very down,when i kept myself in the dark,not wanting to face the fact...

asking me not to be sad and led me out of the pain...
im thankful :)
knowing each other not very long yet u do care and concern much..
im touched :)
leaving me when we still have not spend enough time with each other
im sad :(
telling me the answer when you are about to leave.
im confused :/
say goodbye when im not prepared
im sad and angry :(

dtoeng~~
im missing you right now!!!

CHAN DON GAN KHOON!!!!!

what i do after work

2010-03-10T23:37:00.009+08:00

same things,met up with Dearest, oh oh oh.. no no.. is FIANCE!!!
met up with "him" for hair cuts, eyes brown shaping at teck whye and MAC for dinner...
after dinner, standard walked back home.. chit chatting/gossiping while on our way home..
reach home arn 1015, straight go to my lappy...
FACEBOOK again.. -.-"
than wash up abit than play with my webcam ...
took pics tgth with one of my POOH!!

that's all for the day...

goodnight everyone~~

2010-03-09T17:37:00.011+08:00

pics took recently with Nun!!

here a nicer post.

had great fun with Dearest nowsaday...

meet up with each other almost daily for dinner and slack...

im counting down for her... right dearest??!!

went to Sun city last night to see Nunny...

something changes and i really love it alot.

and was shocked that he told that customer ''that"!!

feel quite happy... 暗爽 u know?!! LOLLOLLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!

and he did smth that i expected he wont do it.

going to have black pepper crab with Dearest later on..

im still waiting for her to come to my place.

Mummy cook leh.. so asked her come over..

see we meet again..

no choice, she's my les partner.. haha...

alright shall stop here...

dont think u are special

2010-03-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

seriously, no one is going to care about ur life now. u can just fucking shut up or just talk to urself. no one gonna care about it.
u are just an eye sore to us.

YES!! EYE SORE!!!
stop telling us how u feel and wad u had done whereby we dont even give a damn about u!!
there's no way for u to mess with us. cos u'r just fucking ODD!!

UNDERSTAND U ASSHOLE!!????

that big fool

2010-03-07T04:31:00.003+08:00

hello,excuse me... im still alive.. not dead yet.. why will u want to lie to me at first? u know it very well i will keep track on u and yet u still chose to lie to me. lying really make u feel that good? bastard!! u think i wont know more mehs? u think im really dead uh. hello, grow up la...

2010-03-06T02:19:00.002+08:00

couldnt get to slp... sick for dunno how many days le. super hate sore throat!! really...
lots of things happen in these entire 1 month. very tiring and very sad about it.
be it whose fault, the outcome is still that ugly...
so must as well just don care and carry on with my singlehood life.
well, life still have to carry on...
planning to meet up with more friends and of cos "night life"
yes, mummy will scold but i think it shld be ok if is like twice a week??
haha...
enjoyed myself on Thursday's night. hmm was at sun city with dearest than met up with Tino&co to loyang than changi for nasi lemak. was super high that night.. cos i saw smth that i have not seen for very long. only the 4 of us know.. laugh**
Friday night shld be a nice day to chill outside but im home the whole day...
Due to : *&%#&* and sick _l_
cant really slp.... slept arn 12 woke up not long ago and couldnt get back to slp anm.
so im here updating my blog...
alright shall stop here and go play fb games. make my eyes tired so can get back to slp..

tata~

newguy newlife

2010-02-24T03:22:00.004+08:00

new guy new life ~~~~

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thanks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-02-08T02:04:00.002+08:00

Just another Bad Romance.. Frens!! i will jiayou de.. life still have to go on :)

new changes

2010-01-09T18:36:00.004+08:00

alriight.. i shall put back my tagboard.. cos there's this irritating freak ask me put back... she say she wan tags!! n pink blogskin... i know v girlish!! but i like.. hahas.. hmm have been with baby this 2 days... argh... sometime is good to quarrel. cos it make us know each other more and will not repeat the mistake anm... tmr going to Baby's ah ma hse than to sally hse liao.. Mon than baby fetch me home.. is like soooo long nv see dao sally liao..
i know she miss me.. LOL .. alright.. shall go pei baby liao.. gtg...

2010-01-04T11:51:00.002+08:00

finally back to post.
had remove my tagboard. cos find it useless.
ytd was the last day of the wake. sad is all i can say. the moment i saw him being push into the fire, i cried.
very tiring. did not slp well for the past 3 days.& last night i slept throughtout and woke up only at 11am just now. power right. hmm i know.
Bf coming over to meet me later. cos soooo long didnt see each other. damn miss him i can say...
alright im done with the post. im so so so lazy to blog.

perhaps closing it soon...

2009-12-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

a sad new :
my god father just passed away....

rest in peace my dear....

2009-12-30T15:28:00.005+08:00

very long nv updae liao. cos im super lazy. very lazy....
i shall just update the photos i took with BF on the 25th.

and will upload the pics that i took at Malacca once i recieve it from cousins :)

FCUK IT

2009-12-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

i'm damn damn damn damn damn damn

BORED

im ksl bored at home now.

Dad and mom go work. siblings doing their own stuff and me facing the fking lappy for so long yet nth that i can find to entertain me. DAMN FKING PISSED!!

fking hate the feeling of being alone.

fking hate to see everyone so busy yet im like eng eng cheng cheng.

fking hate to face this fking lappy with the numer 4 key spoilt.

fking angry with the person who spoilt it.

fuckfuckfuck

im soooooooooooooooooooooooo

FUCKING BORED

2009-11-26T02:22:00.003+08:00

I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NIGHTMARE!!
................................
so so so so so horrible!! how i wish Bf is with me now.

i slept arn 12 plus and i woke up now. like super short slp lahh... but reasons of me coming in here to blog at this time
1st : recieved a text from Bf and made me rush to the lappy.
2nd: i couldnt slp anm. :(

so now, u know how impt is those posts to me? esp in that website?
and u oso know how badly i need u now due to that scary nightmare?!
hahas....

hmm alright. lets see wad to blog.....
oh ya... 25th of this month. YESTERDAY!

our BIG day. Happy Belated Monthsary.
we went to Sentosa,
"UNDERWATER WORLD"
touched fishes and see fishes. Didnt take much pic... were busying with looking at the fishes. and oso, we nowsaday lazy to take pics. ya wasted uh. memories leh. but nvm... we're just too lazy. hahas..
Saw monkeys being naughty on the street. LOL!!!
we even saw a monkey with an obvious unbalance boobs!! Bf keep laugh at "her" ...
were laughing all day long... and finally KO in the bus. but damn the driver who are so so so stingy!! the Air con temp were so high that i perspired in air con bus!! -.-" Bf complained too...
rch home, help Bf to apply cream as he had some rasher... or some insect bit him? we dk. so just apply it for him.
he left arn 10. rch home and he totally forget about me. cos he was playing games!! sad case.
nags at him and there goes my pattern. he know wad i'm saying.
alright shall stop here. will upload the few photos we took yesterday when i recieve it from Bf.

2009-11-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

-about 2 hrs more, and it will be the 25th of the month. As usual, is our monthsary!! LOL...
quick!! let time past quickly as i want to know the surprise now. (the place he wants to bring me to)

-Sheryl came over to my plc last night and meet up with me. Had dinner tgth and slack foor awhile then, head to Peng Da's hse. Cos im sooooooooo want to see my dearly Vicky!! as usual, she's kping all the time. but of cos not to me la, towards Sheryl. hiakhiak... I KNOW VICKY LOVE ME! LOL.... Sheryl were playing Mj and me chit chat with Vicky liao, jiu online gaming. cos im not involving in the MJ game. Vicky have to slp earlier as she need to work today.so, i use my lappy. (smart me, brought my lappy along) afterall, is still fun. is actually quite fun to see them play as they are playing 3-6 .
Rate ytd outing : 95% :) 5%:(
*cos im tired and i nolonger can ton liao i realised. (old liao la)
rch home 5 in the morning. rch home, texted Jiajun and Sheryl that i had rch hm. aft wash up, immediately --- K.O.!
woke up 2pm plus and went to wash up again than had lunch at home then, salon for re-re-rebonding for my fringe. fking irritation to see the inner side is curly and the outer layer is damn str. but i paid to do it, so i expect it to be perfect. but i just cant understand doing it the 3rd time, yet there's no diff. and the aunty keep ask me go home and wash my hair and see it after 2 days. she repeated it for 3 times liao. fking pissed with it liao. and i swear im gonna ask her used other better chemical to do it for me other than me keep wasting my time going dwn again and again to do it with a "no different" result. and doing it again and again will damage my hair... eeeeyeeerr... so PC...
rch home and i watch tv, nap and com. nth else i can do at home. tuition cancelled due to some reason. so have longer time for nap. hiakhiak...

now im waiting for Jiajun to come back on9 to chat with me. He's so busy with his project.. Poor things.
and i know i have been changing Jiajun name over and over again.
Berry,Baby,Bi,Dear ETC........
well, i just don wan to have the same nick as other ppl. i know these names are common addresses. but well, i just simply don wan it to be the same as YOU YOU YOU!! LOL..
so well, still thinking wad to call him...

shall discuss it with him uh.. hahas.

alriiggghhhttt Ciao~

2009-11-17T06:31:00.003+08:00

13 Nov'09
(Lok gave me a stalk of Red rose and two packets of Choc which is made by himself) Sweet~

Sisters came to my plc for steamboat. is like dunno how many year than can have this kind of gathering. Wine was taken. who're present. Me, Lok,Msforgetful,MsPiao and Mrelastic.siblings join me too. were having good times tgth and yes! finally JAM stayed tgth again. hahas. MYPLC!! woke up and went to have Brunch at Lot1. PAstamania hahas... than Arcade ( me,ah piao and kiok really have lots of fun),(poor msfgf n Lok cannot enter cos they wear SCH TEE) after gaming, my plc. MAnicure for msfgf. hmm sad case, didnt manage to take photo. cos she rushing off lo. Lok and me went to ah ma hse for dinner than home with me. Lok sick so he slp. than Sunday afternoon he went home than me, head to ah ma plc again.

14Nov'09

hmm nth much. sch than met up with Lok at Tampines for dinner.Again pastamania. hmm is my all time fav ok!! oh we had it at E-Hub. Elmo for my Gift of today. say goodbye to each other at JE. than home sweet home. wash up and slack awhile. on lappy and enter FB.

Edited
FK FB! nearly give me troubles!! and made me cant slp the whole night!! KNS!!
Sorry to Lok too :)

could it be my fault

2009-11-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

Mr lok not being happy nowsaday. and we, getting more tiffs. hais.. could it be me? my wrong? he has been a good guy all the way... nv stop. and me, selfish, unreasonable, Fup attitude.. this is wad i gave him.. how suck i am right!! i know!! and all i can do is to kpkb and make him angry. WHAT A GF I AM UH! just told dearest that we seldom quarrel. just last night. hais... Bf is alr good enuff.. Jolin just wake up, slap urself hard on the face and be a good girl!!

useless i can say~

What had i done today.

2009-11-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

1. woke up and first thing msg Mr.Lok
2. bath etc and than on lappy.
3.all the way gaming and watching show.
4.msging Mr. Lok and tell him IMISSHIM!
5.Chatting with Kiok Ann and plan for tmr catch up.
6.Editing blog.
-deleted alot of stuff
( I just wan a simple blog )
-change new tagboard
7.Chatting with Mr Lok
8. Posting this post.
9.Fbing soon with Mr.Lok
10. Goodbye!

2009-11-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

24-25 Dec, promised with the family. Sorry guys !!

I need to say it to you you you

2009-11-05T02:03:00.004+08:00

Firstly, Ah siao seem to have some problem nowsaday. which idk what is going on at all. cos im not with them. srsly disappointed in some of the things and i really hope everything will be fine. arent it suppose to be "Ah Siao Stay Strong!" ?? guys... i hope u all learn to loves and treasure each other. i wouldn't want to see what happened last time to repeat. JK and JW u know wad i say uh. NO ONE IS PERFECT!! be it u chg or whoever chg, i believe there's a reason in it. if u chose he/she to be ur TRUE fren, than accept it. if u still not happy about it, talk about it. don ever bad mouth or do stunts behind he/she. cos true frens don backstabbed. Esp Ah Siao. okayy... i know we can stay strong de. i know we can. so guys pls, don ruin it with ur own hands. our name list will alwys be there ok. don't ever get tired about it ok.
1. Jolin
2.Aaron
3.Joon Keat
4.Marion
5.Jialing
6.Jun Wei
7.John
8.Wei Lun
9.Ting
10.Sheng

Secondly, i will like to let this lady know that im nolonger that naive gal u knew last time. i'd grown up. and u know that we know each other very well. so wad for acting over there and pretend that everything is nicely done? oh pls... u forgotten that we were ONCE very close. i don understand why u have to hide all these. u know it very well that wad u are doing now is totally a big mistake! it brings unhappiness to u and ur family. arent u suppose to be there to protect ur family members? i don wanna ask u bcos i know u will definately tear infront of me. well, i shall keep quiet. but pls, others have eyes. they do suspect. esp, they're adults!! and YULING hate LIARS!! i know u don mean it, but u still choose to hurt me. hais... u knew i trust u alot. and is it bcos of these, u chose to lie to me? comeon.. u cant lie forever. cos u're not good at it. u don even dare to speak too much to me aft toking to the phone to him!! cos u found out im just right behind u. yes i pretend to know nth, but actually i knew all of it. hais... wake up pls and be a nice women. FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR LOVE ONES...

Thirtly,Mr lok, i really hate u alot... i super hate u... u know the reason. u make me so busy every milli sec... i wonder y are u so so so so so power?!!
u make me busy and yet not tired. idk shld thanks or blame u. hahas...cos im not tired, i cant stop myself from busying...(is out of my control) i've been like this in this 5 months !! no no no, i have been like these ever since i fall for u.... i swear, i will do wad u did to me. and i swear, u will complain to me one day.. hiak hiak hiak!!!! :) don u ever say no when is ur turn to be busy!!

alright im done... im done with my say...

PAIN

2009-11-04T12:15:00.004+08:00

yes, is a pain. esp for big daughter. (mostly)

alot of kids who are being the first will always complain that their parents sides their siblings more than siding them. am i right?

srsly, i do agree to that. my parents is one of the example. -im the Big Daughter.

here are a few points that i heard from frens who are in the role of first kid :

*sis and bro or either one will have more attention than me.

*sis and bro or either one will have their regular pocket money.

*sis and bro or either one will have their say.

*sis and bro or either one will be able to get what they want once their mouth open.

*sis and bro or either one will not be in fault first.

*sis and bro or either one being bad, is of their big sis/bro example.

*sis and bro or either one was being protected more.

*sis and bro or either one can yell and create nonsense.

*sis and bro or either one !@#$%^&*()

hais... see how bad the first kid feel?

in those point, i have almost all of them in my life after my siblings are brought into my life.

im not here to blame that they are here to ruin my life. and neither am i here to say that they are bad or what so ever. my key point is "The Parents, The Pains"

*sis and bro or either one will have more attention than me.

for me, my siblings will always get the attention first when my parents are home from outside.

sometime im not home or im home, they didnt even notice my present. well fine.

when my sibling is sick, they will keep on asking and care about them, and will want to bring them to the doctor. for me, hais. im alone in the room, trying to cure myself with meds that was given to my siblings the time they went to see a doctor few days/weeks/months back ago. no one notice im sick even though i alr mention it to my Mother. is always frens come and concern about me first. and of cos my BF. my parents?! ok la, when im srsly ill and i cant bring myself to school, then they will notice and all they ask is, "got see doc anot? go see la." than, walk off. see, how sad it is right? one word NEGLECTED.

*sis and bro or either one will have their regular pocket money.

hummph!! this, i know i'd grow up. but im not like 21 years old. and of cos i dont have stable job that allow me to pay everything by myself. yes, im a part time tutor, i work. but do u know how much i earn only? less than $300/mnth. there's 30 days in a month. i cant even spent more than $10 in a day. whereby frens out there can have nice clothes, food and even things easily by paying money. be it cash or cards. all i do was to stand aside and ENVY! i know my dad do give me pocket money. but, maybe $10 for this week and 2 weeks later i then get another $10. how am i going to survive? i cant always lock myself at home right? i need to go out. yes, window shopping. but can transport fees to be like window shopping? dont have to pay? and FIY, im paying my own bills, transport, meals outside etc. i really fking miss the days when im in sec school. at least my Dad got to drive me to school daily and give me pocket money. $5/day. money is not the matters. all i want is yours attention!! again NEGLECTED

*sis and bro or either one will have their say.

when parents ask to do things for example, housework.

big daughter help me sweep the floor, than mop than wash the clothes and dry it after wash. arrange my rooms for me and "soon bian" the rest of the room.

if i said " huh, so many or i say wait." than,

" why are u so lazy? cant u just help us? you are old enough liao ok. next time married liao how? asking u do little things u complain here and there. 你要气死我是吗？"

hais... the radio(nags) starts.

but if...

small daughter or son can u PLEASE help me sweep the floor, than mop than wash the clothes and dry it after wash. arrange my rooms for me and "soon bian" the rest of the room？

they replied " huh, very tired leh me." or " so many! i do alone uh?" or "orh" (then nv do)

parents, " guai la, help mummy do ok. i come back buy nice food or wadsoever for u. u guai hohx." or just "kept quiet" or　＂ask jiejie(大姐) help u la. like that u wont need to do so much liao lo. " -.-"

UNFAIR

*sis and bro or either one will not be in fault first.

*sis and bro or either one being bad, is mine or the parents' faults.

alot of the adults will say this to the first kid, " you have to show good examples for your siblings!, they will follow you if you are doing things that are bad!"

i believe everyone are responsible for their own characteristic. if other is being bad, you dont have to follow. is all up to u on which way u are heading to. there's nothing to do with ur BIG SIS OR BRO OKAY!! no one is to be blame other than yourself. you bring the troubles to yourself or sometime to your love ones. who to blame? think about it.

well adults, " have you guys showing good examples too? pushing responsibility is a kind acts uh? i wonder? -.-""""

NONSENSE

in the 9 points, im in 5 of it. sad case...

i know my parent do loves me. but y are they treating me this way?

is a pain to me actually. or perhaps im immature like one of my cousin mention, who are the first kid in her family too. she encounter what i had and well both of us were sad about it. maybe we're still IMMATURE uh! telling ourselves that we're immature maybe could helps us to feel a lil much more better ba.安慰自己！

i know some 2nd kids or even the youngest encounter wad i had too. i know how u guys feel.. but well, mostly it happen to the first kid. the big bro or daughter. why do i say mostly to BIG Daughter? cos some adults will be so byers that they 重男轻女... some Big Son were actually a king to them. wow!! Envy leh... Big Daughter seldom can be thier queen or princess. but some other else which i dont wish to elaborate. cos is HURT!

......IS A PAIN TO BE THE FIRST KID.......

.......IS A PAIN TO BE A KID WHO GOT LIL ATTENTIONS FROM THEIR PARENTS.....

.......IS A PAIN TO BE TREATED UNFAIRLY AT HOME......

......IS ALL ABOUT PAIN.......

Dinner on 311009

2009-11-01T23:54:00.007+08:00

had Sakae with my.bF at Parkmall. well nice dinner i can say... and really had great time with him in Sakae.

BUT

after that a tiff with him outside Tangs...
don wish to elaborate about it. but we were ok after a big cried!! LOL

my.bF, u know i know uh!!

overall it was still a nice day except for the Tangs part.
my.bF home with me and we really really really had a great time watching movie from Funshion. we watched till 5am ^.* right bF?

woke up arn 12 noon and i prepared for my tuition.. ARGGGGHHHHH!!!! im so tired...
and bF sleep till very song... i got pic to prove that.. hahas...

of cos i cant tahan to see him sleep till so song so i woke him up...
and he sat beside me watching show again while im having tuition. (i pei him watched a lil too. my std too.. LOL)
he went off after my tuition... and me, like a siao zhabor, missing him badly and yet lazy to go off with him. in the end i regretted for not following him after my lesson. well nvm, will get to see him tmr after lesson. allllrrrriiiiggghhttt, i shall stop here...

*i miss Mr.Lok

2009-10-26T23:51:00.004+08:00

hmm am here to share what i heard from a fren recently.

1stly, have you all ever had a ~~fren~~ who are so evil that he/she did something that definately will hurt another good fren of yours? and the victim is actually a very kind person that he/she treats both u and that evil fren quite good. nth bad at all. have u?

well there's this case that i heard which really boiled me up. and i said this to myself, if im the one who have this evil fren, i will nv ever trust he/she anm or even not to be his/her fren.

here i go :

A: evil fren
B: my fren (female)
C: victim

recently, B had a outdoor event with her schoolmates. due to some xchange programme etc. than they were in a game whereby C was in the different grp from A&B.
while A&B was waiting for C's game to end at the shelter, A suddenly took out C half drank mineral water(bottle) and squeeze sweat into it. (sweat that A had after first game.) squueze from different part. Hair, pants, clothes. *disgusted*
A even swept those that was on the face into the bottle. and put it back nicely. asking B not to tell C. well B was in difficult spot. she didnt want to make A&C to quarrel so she choose to keep quiet. and while C came back, C quickly took out the bottle and drank it. well it was too late. B did not have the chance to stop C. but well C tasted smth weird liao but C still wanna finish it. B and some other frens tried to stop by hinting that the water must be turning bad under the hot sun ( well lame i know) but C wouldnt want to listen. and C finished it in a few sec. B and some of her frens was really feeling so bad that they dont know wan tell C wad A did to him/her. in the end, they decided to keep it as a secret for A and well they did warned A not to repeat any kind of acts like this anm. and they somehow ignore A for awhile. YES JUST AWHILE.

my view : im so so so pissed off after haring this shit. i cant believe there's actually fren doing this to another fren of his/hers. is so suck and not cool at all. A might think that is rather funny. but well, i find it so cruel and childish. and if i were B, i will not hesitate to throw e bottle and get another bottle for C. i know B was in difficult spot. but well, B somehow is a complice to me. B was said by me and she really feel very sad. hais... wad a fren she had. i pity C for not knowing till now. and i really hope that A will get punish soon. He/She must be punish. this time used sweat, who know what A will use next time round. *shakehead
and C is so so so so innocent.

2009-10-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

hmm, just changed a new template.

i know is simple.

but i like it. hahas...

hmm now waiting for aunt to come fetch me to meet up with tofu&co.

Mahjong session.

hmm like so long nv play liao eh.

Baby ~~went training.~~

hmm this man really mad.

hmm don feel like elaborate it any further.

as long as nth happen i will shut my ~~mouth.~~

hmm hopefully nice game with them later on.

alright shall stop here.

update later on if i can ^^

random

2009-10-20T17:40:00.004+08:00

there's lots of things that i said was once powerful.

yes once.
things that i promised to change was done nicely.

yes i did.
not meeting people that im not suppose to.

yes i listen.
things that i shouldn't touch was now out of my life.

i obey.
words that i should not say.

i zipped my mouth.

what else i need to do to be perfect?!
i wonder~ :/

2009-10-20T00:42:00.004+08:00

my poor baby got food poisoning ytd. he was in great pain and i was soooo worry. fk that bee hoon stall. fk e one who cook the food. luckily Baby is fine now, if not that Bee hoon stall sure "toh" .... Baby pls recover soon alright :) we still have to go out this Sunday de. we still have to go eat hao liao de leh. our 5th month anniversary leh! hahas. faster recover okay. and i really really hope to see u soon leh... so there's another reason there for u to recover soon. real soon!! :P

* Love doesn't make the world go round;

Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

2009-10-07T20:16:00.008+08:00

wow!! dunno how long i have not update this blog. spider webs around liao. hahas.. well im here to post on what happen on Moon Cake Festival. Baby brought me to the ZOO!! is like finally okayy! we really manage to go there together. i really enjoyed myself that day. really damn happy!! wo did took pictures but super blur.(so just post afew pics) cos didnt bring my cam along. i should say it was a surprised. cos Baby didnt tell me where to go that day. when we meet up than he tell me the and i was super shocked uh! really didnt expected. hahas... well Baby! i'm waiting for more to come!!

love you my silly laogong ^^

*ignore the messy hair i had that day. Bad hair day!

idk

2009-08-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

i don feel good. not feeling good inside.smth bothering me that i cant get to have nice sleep and meals! idk wad makes me feel so uneasy. since last night. feel so lonely... is been long i feel this way. really hope this feeling will go off asap ...

shoo u evil!!

2009-08-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

hmm today really a tired day. Baby send me home aft everything. had pastamania!! my all time favourite too. hahas... i love cheese cheese cheese!!! their cheese powder will tear when they saw me. LOL!! LIKE A POWER ONLY UH!!! hmm slept in de train. real tired okay!! rch cck, bought 2 herbal eggs and bused home with Baby. watched online movie with sis and Baby. awhile later, sheshe called. hmm well all i can say is "AGAIN" ?? always lykttish de, saded. there's always stunts!!! but well gal, no worries, i will be there de!! cfm plus chop!! and i will swear not to make myself sick okay!! or i shld say i TRY TO!! hahas... back to movie with Baby and msn sheshe awhile, than baby jiu go home liao. sent him off :'( home and sheshe is off9. than head to help mom with some stuff. now blogging. hahas... alright shall stop here.

ciao~

Supper Time

2009-08-18T03:40:00.004+08:00

Thanks Tino for driving us to Jln Besar (near Mustafa) for supper. obviously is dim sum!! super full and i just reached home not long. thanks bro for the treat too... really nice to go supper like this again. just like the past. almost everyweek at least twice for supper. hopefully see u nxt week too. with Baby. shall go supper again. hahas.. but not the same plc anm. ^^

alright shall rest awhile than bed.

*is a sin to have supper!!

2009-08-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

Ah huh!!! super long nv update liao...
sorry no pic for this post as i have no time to take pics.
Jolin is a very busy woman... other than sch and tuition!!!
i have family matters to settle and of cos time for my Great BF....

last week....
super busy as my hse de Tua having DA RI ZI
have been helping parents with lots of things... plus im 八家将其中之一
hmm have been very busy jiu dui liao....(am lazy to elaborate)
sleep less than 12 hours for first 4 days.
(Wed, thurs, fri sat.)
Sunday baby came in the late afternoon and help out till 2 plus midnight. after help out we all slack awhile. had some gals tok with xiao yi and jie jie till about 4 than mom ask us(baby and me) go home and slp and don have to ton. but cos xiao yi will be ton-ing so i decided go home bath, chg than go dwn again. we slack at home for about an hour than go sunshine plc for breakfast than go back to tentage
哪里知道！！all sleep liao exp for mom and dad. we 2 sian 1/2. cos if we know, we dont go dwn and sleep at hm liao. raining somemore.
FIY, is arn 5 plus in e morning.
Baby and me caught de rain sial(NB e weater sibei cold okay)... tsk... but nvm... we went home awhile ltr aft mom and dad came back for breakfast. baby and i str away toh once we lie on bed. ji tao chui!! si bei tired lo...
than woke up arn 3 plus. help out again. than Sunshine for lunch with baby and Ryan.. than head back home, we sleep again as ltr on is only Ge tai. so we slept till 8 plus than quickly wash up and rush dwn as Dad called and asked us dwn. aft ge tai, went 216 with all the tua member (理事)for supper. super nice supper. rch home... baby and i slack awhile as we sleep alot liao. than watch online movie than toh.. .hahas...
woke up 2 plus in e afternoon and we 2 nua again... watch online movie and arn 5 plus sis ask to wash up as there's another ge tai. ppl support one more day. and so i went wash up and Baby went home :( sad case. but nvm lahh.. he manage to stay with me 2 nights liao.. nan de leh... hahas... than went dwn for ge tai.. same routine. aft ge tai 216 for supper. woah!! salted egg crab leh!! hahas.. super nice lahh. i love it v much... hmm aft supper home and rest... use com till 4 plus than toh..
super tired is all i can say....
feel so weak lahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well nvm..once a yr only.. nvm la... for the sake of my TUA!!
WORTH IT LAHH...

hmm this Fri my Darling bdae siall!!!!!
pls rmb not to float on that day... if not really 7 month liao... hahas...
will meet u, jialing and Baby up for celebration de. pls go and decide wad u wan uh.......
looking forward leh!!!

someone getting 1 year older loh!

2009-08-03T00:12:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO CELINIE CHOO SHU PEI

Happy Birthday to you LIE MAHJONG!!Love the surprise?? see wont forget u de leh. hahas...

hope you can have a happier life aft this bday. HAPPY DAYS FOREVER UH! Wish you all the best for all the things u do okay! and find a good good guy soon uh!! hahas....

* wad's e feeling of having cream on ur face? LOL

-Next target will be S_ _ _Y_ aka Lie _O_U aka S_ _ _T S_G

Sept Chalet Again!!! hahaa.....

shall get some teabreak soon ^^

Loves Loves Loves!!!

Love is a game that two can play and both win. =)

2009-07-23T19:49:00.004+08:00

The best and most beautiful things in this world

cannot be seen

or even heard,

but must be felt with the heart.

*2 more days to 2nd Months anni!!

2009-07-10T22:56:00.003+08:00

it turn out the other way round.but well nvm, Tofu we cfm have another time right?? wait for me to have extra cash uh! hahas... well last night quite fun b4 we shuat to Zouk. i'm really crazy sim la... think like an Ah-Hai lahh... hahas.... but i just wan my girls to smile :))

back home at arn 2 plus. like an early only. hahas... well we have our reasons!!

but i believe we cfm will play hard the nxt time. hahas...

NO MORE DEAD NIGHT!!

hmm Lie Family Chalet not cfm yet. Pending!! lols... like wad the!!!

sheshe is with the girls at Cine and i just came back(Marion's hse) from Baby's Mama hse.

nice Dinner uh BAby??!! lols...

am going to help Marion with her projects.

so shall just stop here....

photos of last night not send to me yet.

will uploads if sheshe send to me!! ;)

Edited

tmr is the chalet liao!! fast right!! so shocked lo. tmr aft tuition chiong dwn liao
:))

2009-07-09T04:32:00.004+08:00

ah huh.. now at Celinie's hse. we 2 updating our blog now. Tofu sitting on the sofa reading magazine. haiya i dunno wad to write sial. hmm met Baby just now. than cab dwn to Kumpong( LUM DAI ) meet Tofu, Mahjong and Ah Gua! lol.. than cab dwn to Jurong Bird Park for Prawn Catching. 3 plus come back to Celinie's hse as she going my plc ltr!! woohoo~~ than PLAY at night!! full with programme. hmm going push the 3pm tuition as i feel like slping more. 5pm got tuition again till 7pm. than will prepare and meet my belove tofu and wang ba!! hmm dunno wad will happen at PLAY ltr. soooooo excited for tofu! lols....

alright shall stop here. nth to type liao.....

Jolin feel so sleepy now!
Jolin feel like hugging her baby to slp!!!
Jolin MISS YOU!!!!!

am missing you now

2009-06-30T19:40:00.004+08:00

am missing my silly ♥BF now... i'm going to get crazy soon!!! LOLX....
well nvm, im gonna meet him tmr!!
I DONT CARE!!
far oso have to go!!! hahas.....

today super bored la can.........

tuition today not really good!!! my std didnt do my HW :(( tsk!! (*shake head)
mood for today not v good too..!!

woke up and found out that Dad didnt leave $$ for me!! first thing i said this morning was "SHIT!!" than asked from mom as i reallt have no more $$ liao.... and i need to top up my ez-link card so tt i can go tuition!! than mom say lend me lo. than rest awhile, on IP man and watch. well again, is really a nice show... HERO SIAL!!! lols...
than sit infront lappy and used awhile, called Tofu back as i miss her call.
than help her with some stuff and we'd a lil chat than i off to tuition liao. on the way msging with ♥Baby! well lots of things we said... LOLX... ( Bi, the smelly scent!!)

hmm nth to write liao....
m lazy to type and upload photos....

all i can do now is MISSING my silly ♥BF and ASK HIM TO GET HIS ASS HERE

Chalet for cousin's bdae

2009-06-29T23:18:00.006+08:00

well Friday went Marine Parade chalet with Family for my cousin's 21st birthday!! is really damn fun ok. cos it will nv be bored with my cousinSS around!! hmm stayed over there the first day and 2nd day slack and mahjong with aunties!!hahas... friendly match only!! than night ♥BABY came over and had dinner than me, ♥BABY, Ting, Hui, Liang and Shun went Seaside to have this stupid mini campfire!! yes campfire. we really light fire up on the sand!! lol... was playing like a siao zhabor there... anw is dark outside, no ppl will really see my face. or i shld say, not much ppl will care. everyone is enjoying theselves too!! the nxt day book out!!

hmm though only 3 days 2 night but all of us enjoyed ourselves!! the only thing we keep complaining about was just the weather!! Fking hot!! hmm almost all cannot take it. plus the room super small all of us cant squeeze in!! TSK!! "Shun nxt tme book bigger one ma, our family soooooooooooooooo the big!! lol""

i believe sure will have de. Aunties all very steady de!! hahas...

than this morning heard smth bad from a fren and really sad about it. hopefully everything will be fine soon.........

and hopefully get to have a decision soon for the nxt L Family gathering :) right TOfu??

alright shall stop here.

v few photos that i took on Friday( at chalet)

there're more in cousin camera...

* Jolin Love and Dotes all her cousins!!

1 Month lo

2009-06-26T13:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY WORX

hmm i'm so so so so so so so so so so so( dunno how many "so") happy that u're with me this full 1 month. and i know we still counting on!! though is just 1 month but this is oso the sign of a good start. hahas. and i really hope that i can be with u like no tomorrow or like wad u said, no nxt sec. lol... well in this 1 month there's lot of laughters!! even before being tgth, u alr make me smile and laugh out loud every single day.rmb there's once u told me u were under the sun for the whole morning and lucky tt my berry didnt turn to rasin?? rmb that i told u i laugh super loud like a siao zha bor in the bus???and abt the ~~Indian thing that we're discussing? u said u dont like indians??~~ i oso laugh super loud. lols!!!hmm all those memories really make my day lo. and recently u thought i gonna kicked ur ass?? but...... lol... wa super hot topic for me to share with besties and laugh!! lol... hmm ytd, "i said ok'", "i said no" ....... actually i oso forget wad we're discussing abt all i just rmb is this "ok" and "no things. lol....... i laugh like nobody business lo.. cos ur reactions super duper cannot make it lo. confirm cute only....kns... and lots la.... u always make me laugh de la. even when i'm angry, u will still make me laugh in the end.hmm really feel so happy to have u with me.... hopefully i can have u for the nxt 1000000000000000000000000 years!!!!!!!!! lolx!!! alright shall stop here.

all the♥and bless

was given by u.......

continue uh!!! LOLX!

Love my silly BF♥ !!

2009-06-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

i had cut back my fringe to bangs. well baby love it...

hmm he love it jiu hao liao!!

-consider to dye black

tired

2009-06-18T13:51:00.001+08:00

i'm tired super tired!!!!

i love my bed sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!

幸福的味道

2009-06-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

是你！！

就是你！！！

陆先生！！！！

thanks for the all and YES our relationship still counting on!!!

the dotes and concerns u showered on me is all appreciated.

but I WANT MORE!! ^.*

I LOVE MY SILLY BOYFRIEND!!

2009-06-13T21:24:00.003+08:00

WOW!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NV UPDATE MY BLOG.

WHY??!!

I'M SUPER LAZY LIAO..........
NOW MY DAYS ARE ALMOST THE SAME......

NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT..

I MISS LOK JIA JUN LOTS..................
U BETTER GET YOUR ASS HERE NOW!!LOL....

HMM JUST FOUND A READER ADDED ME IN MSN.......
NAME : NINA!!

HI NINA!!!
DO TAGS KAES!!!

ALRIGHT SHALL STOP HERE...

TKKAIIRE ALL!!!

I LOVE MY JIAJUN CAN!!! :)

2009-05-28T14:35:00.003+08:00

Sunday 2405
Met ♥BABY at Tampinese interchange than head to is hse.
wa my heart pumped super fadt while we walked to his plc. hmm when finally reached his doorstep, i don dare to going his hse. laugh* he than pulled me in. laugh* than saw Uncle once i step in. ♥BABY said uncle not at home de lo. but once i step in, i saw uncle liao. dots.... than auntie... hmm well, greet hello than i sat on the sofa while ♥BABY prepare himself as we going gaigai. his mom asked lots of qs, and well, i ans lo. hmm quite scary lo. hahas. went Kallang leisure park after ♥BABY bath-ed all these. the shopping mall damn ulu, not much ppl there. and there's no ATM machine there too. SO LOUSY OKAYY. caught NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 with ♥BABY , is quite nice. but i still prefert the 1st one. hahas... aft movie, ♥BABY send me to JE than we waved goodbye to each other liao. as is alr v late, don wanna him to pei me all the way back home. HE GOT SCH THE NXT DAY!... than we were smsing on our way back home. hahas... i love the outing even though we went to a super lousy place. hiakhaik!!
btw, ♥BABY caught an AH DOG for me. lol....

Monday-Tuesday( 2505-2605)
woke up 10 plus in the morning to meet my gurls for chalet. hahas... can say all from lie family.
new members... i'm no longer the youngest liao.hahas... was quite worry about the chalet at first. cos lots of things happen lyktt. hmm lack of slp, lack of $ lack of communication. but well, in the ned we still make up and nearly burn the chalet dwn. hahas...1st night slping there really freaks me up! stupid Thomas spoke lots of nonsense to me and make me cant really slp. then, while i'm going in to lala land, suddenly i heard some noise downstair. omfg!! it really make me hide under the blanket and slping near Sheryl! than when all of us woke up, i told them and sue ee heard it too. we have 2 room. each room only 1 will hear the sound. cos the rest didnt hear it. sue ee was in the diff room from me. so ya. than every1 start to imagine things liao. lol... so sue ee say let it be, don tok about it liao.than arn 6 plus ♥BABY came chalet to meet me and fetch me home. SO SWEET RIGHT!! hahas.. and i have to go home on the 2nd night as i need to work the nxt day
__ fking boring cos

Wednesday 2705
I'M GONNA WORK ALONE!! MY GURLS ARE NOT CALLED BACK TO WORK AND VICKY WAS ON LEAVE!! but i took half day leave, met ♥BABY and we went back to chalet to find ah fang! hmm so nice of xian xiang to ordered pizza for us.. us ( fang, xiang, ♥BABY and me only can) and he order 4 boxes of pizza. omg... so many can..lol... after eating, me and ♥BABY went to slp liao cos we 2 damn tired as we woke up damn early. suppose to wake up at 6.15pm but we overslept. so i asked ♥BABY not to fetch me home. not even JE. I CAN GO HOME MYSELF!!lol...big girl liao.. hahas.. left chalet at arn 8 pm than head to Tampinese One to shop around. and ♥BABY and i eyed on the Ramen... omfg!! ♥BABY immediately felt hungry when we saw the displays!! look YUMYUM!! so we decided to come back for the Ramen once we got the money lah. lol... shop arn 9 plus, i jiu head back home. while i was on the escalator. there's this lady fall. i think she slip and she land on her backside. i know i'm mean to laugh atr ppl ,but i'm sorry to said tt i cant control myself.and i didnt laugh infront of her ok. is when i board the train and laugh while texting ♥BABY... hmm than rch home arn 11pm than bathed chat with ♥BABY awhile jiu slp liao. is like i slept early as i got work today but my tooth was so pain tt i skip work today. and vicky told me Shane expected tt i wont go work today de. i dunno wad make her think so lo. i didnt really skipped work lo. hais, nvm... got the reason from vicky and i starting to understand Shane liao. im in her Shoes. sorry to Vicky too uh. hmm cos so much trouble. hmm well, will report to work soon. anw, taking pay this coming tuesday liao and i can go eat many things and buy lots things with ♥BABY liao. but b4 tt i have to pay my outstanding hp bill and MJ debts. hahas..now, waiting for mum to prepare than maybe going to Dentist.
alright shall stop here.....

2009-05-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!!!

will be celebrating papa's belated bdae later. yes later. 9.23PM now and every1 haven rch. like =.=...

was busy with hse matter nowsaday so no work and i doubt they need me too. well Mon and tue oso no work !!

fking lousy company can!!!

how am i going to have money lyktt. plus i have lots of things to buy lo. hmm shall see how maybe finding new job liao

well nth to update about today but ytd!! hahas..

Baby came and meet me ytd. YES!! HE ASK DE SIAK! lol... i was shocked man! super happy lahh... and he damn tall can!! omg!! standing beside him = standing beside GIANT! lol... well he came up to my hse too... hmm watched show than 10 plus he went off liao. hmm miss him soooooooooo much can... shall meet up soon uh Baby...!!

oh, went lot 1 ytd n saw SOMEONE!! omfg!!! cant imagine that person chg so much...

grow by the side!! lol... omg!!!! tt's too over liao... is so different lo... super big different but the fking face still there leh!! hahas.. Lucky Baby didnt get to see clearly. if not he puke uh. hahas.

shall just stop here ba.

Yuling is getting more cares and concern!!

Loves!!

2009-05-21T16:42:00.003+08:00

work nowsaday quite busy esp ytd and ESP WHEN MY GURLS ARE NOT WITH ME. WONDER HOW AM I GOING TO SPEND MY 8.5 HOURS IN OFFICE THIS COMING MONDAY. HMM BUT WELL, FOR THE SAKE OF $, BO BIAN!! HAHAS.. anw, hmm was always damn shag once i reach home aft work. so will not update so often liao, but once there's a chance, i will uh. hahas...

well ccant wait to get my pay now... i need money now can!!! super need it. lots of bill to settle and of cos some things to buy :x hahas... hmm hopefully i can arrange my time well soon and manage to start my tuition class soon.

start early= $ come in early!!!

alright shall just stop here.

*Busy

*Missing u deeply

work with part of Lie Family

2009-05-19T20:47:00.005+08:00

Gossip and Tofu

Gossip & Ang Ku Kueh

Gossip&Chao Hui

AM SUPER TIRED. BUT IS ACTUALLY QUITE FUN AT WORK WITH MY GURLS... ACCEPT!! HMM WELL, BUSY CALLING THE SAME PEOPLE AGAIN AND AGAIN!!

SUCK CAN!! WEI LE $$ BO BIAN LO.

SHALL JUST POST A FEW PHOTOS THAN JIU GO OFF LIAO.

BB!

-_-"

2009-05-15T18:02:00.006+08:00

Baby don feel good today. hate seeing him like this. but well prepared smth for him just now just wanna make him smile. BUT!! no response from him when i get back to msn. well, think he fall asleep le ba... nvm wait for him to wake up lo. SO YOU! BETTER WAKE UP SOON!! laugh!! well, it was me that day and today is you!! we 2 arhs, love to take turn. is either things happen to me first than him or he first than me. Eg, i sick first, than he sick. or the other way round. laugh* so qiao wan mehs?? lol...
hmm dunno wad to rite now. cos nth happen today. the only thing is i didnt turn up for work. how to? fever , flu , cough and hem hem!!! haiish.. i wanted to go work but in this condition, i might let ppl mistaken me for having the SWINE FLU. like wad Vicky said, NUH is damn near our office!CHOY LA VICKY!! i must as well stay at home to rest well than go work tmr. hahas...but well... i misses the gals who're working now. quickly call me and tell me is there any work tmr. quite keen of it. hahas...
shall stop here first. will update again.

m still having fever now. TSK!

New Job

2009-05-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

"Hello can i speak to !@#$%^&?"
"This is Jolin calling on behalf of E2I"
"Is regarding about the !@#$%^^%$#$@@!"
bla bla bla....
have been repeating these for about 8 hours. actually quite fun la de job. feel quite okay.
1st time work in office w/o any complainS from me. hiak hiak!! n i'm proud of myself for going through with ~~fever~~ and ~~cramps~~.
1st day work
-woke up, heavy headache
-FEVER
-Mens
-late for work
-raining

ARGH!!!!!!

KNS is like so sway can. but well, things still goes well later on.
endure till end work.
so shag can.but Baby msg me and the feeling totally different liao.
more comfortable liao.reach home, bath and now going to chat with him le.
feel even better. hahas...
anw, thks to my Lie Family ( Celinie, Sheryl, Amanda, Vicky and Fang) thks for concerning and will go work if i feel better tmr. i was just like a baby during luch time. Fang and Celinie help me buy food and drinks. thks a lot. Sherly gave her tofu to me. Vicky keep ask and concern and not forgetting Amanda who sat beside me and keep helping me with my workS, at e same time concerning about my situation. keep ask me Jia you!! thks gals!! MUACK MUACK!!

Baby asked me Jiayou too!! thks... loves <3
took a few photos in the train with the gals.
will post it when i got it from amanda.
alright shall stop and go chat with Baby liao jiu rest. maybe tmr still got work! (:

thks for all the concerns my dearSS!! LOVES U GUYS!!

missing them

2009-05-12T18:15:00.002+08:00

i miss Darling and Dearest sooooooooooooooooooo much. Gurls... pls call me up when u're free uh... soooooooooooooooooooooo long nv see dao u al liao. Esp MARION NG! i still got to met JL at causeway then, cck. hmm MARION u MIA uh?? hmm faster pick one date and go out leh!!! i miss u all like hell lah... miss the past too.....

-JL, anth happen to u? why u so Emo again?? anth, just tell us ok. if can , we will help hohx.

-Marion u when wan go club with me? i might be working soon liao. so no more ladies night leh. haha. so pls confirm a date real soooooooon ok....

i just miss u two badly!!!

For Berry

2009-05-12T05:42:00.008+08:00

Baby i used the time to find all these while you're sleeping soundly. LAUGH*

INSOMNIA for days le. what's wrong??

eyes bag and panda eyes liao!!

all pic are things tt we talked about and discuss about.but not just these.

not all are here :))

just hopefully we will always rmb these small lil discussions.

misses~

2009-05-11T23:28:00.008+08:00

Mothers' Day dinner at ah ma hse ytd.
was fun and is real nice to gather again.
Nice cake i can say. Price oso damn "CHEAP"
Promised Berry to show the baby cousin photos.
shall just let photos talk
here we goes.

when she was a few months old

yesterday( 1 yr plus liao)

This cake cost $90

2009-05-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

woo~ super hot now... bcos of the weather lahh!!! cannot tahan liao... i bath for so many time yet still feel so hot.... damn it...
well... Berry had his bdae celebration ytd.. fun right?? PUB SIOL.. lol
might be going dwn to jurong ltr to find Celinie ba... && there's smth interesting gonna happen at my place soon. hahas...
well nth to write yet i stil wan to come and update. -_-"
actually i just wanna come in and tell every1 tt

I'M CRAVING FOR BLUE ROSES!!

-_-"

2009-05-05T16:39:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY I WANNA WISH ONE OF MY AH^SIAO
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE CHONG LIANG"

meeting my laopo later.. Jurong... i know is Jurong again..
well, what to do? all stay there de. haiyer... no money really very ke lian siak. cannot go out siak. always stay at the same place. Jurong, CCK... so sianz alr...
I WANT GO SOMEWHERE ELSE!! hmm miss Sheesha siak... dunno when can go with Lie family,my ah siao or Keion they all. everybody now either broke or busy with work and school. and i didnt go club too liao.. super sianz w/o my MARION DARLING!! hmm hopfully can go club soon with her again.miss out so many ladies night liao...instead of club, i've been mahjonging. hahas...now mahjong majiam the hot topic to most ppl. read lots of blogs and mostly spend their days on mahjong.. laugh* hmm maybe ltr mahjong again.. hahas...

hmm now at home, waiting for laopo's call or msg. so i can go find them. if not they are still slping. at the same time, waiting for Berry to coem home. hahas... Misses*
hmm this friday?? what day uh??!! laugh**
alright ciao first...

2009-05-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

not my day today.
-headache
-slp too much i guess
-work not done
-tuition
-bad hair day
-expire contact lense
-red eyes
-uncomfortable
-speechless

2009-05-04T03:44:00.003+08:00

yeah i know. 3 days nv update...
well not much to write...
is always de same...
hmm went jurong ytd and de day before to meet up with Tofu &co.
hmm dinner and mahjong again. hahas...
and etc... lol...lazy to write..
rch hm, msn again.. hahas...
&& BERRY IS SICK!!TSK!!!WAD U PROMISED UH?? tsk!!!
never tkkaiire urself hohx... win liao lo... hmm drink more water uh!!!
chatted with him till 2am plus just now... tok alot.. hahas... and YEAH!!!
LOL...hmm not going to share it.. lol.. timenot right yet uh... hahas...
super bored.. wondering arn to view blog, and one of it make me almost puke....
lol... i know my bad.. pardon me uh!! hahas...
so bored can!!!
life so sux now.. no money siak!!
sibei sianz!!!

k la...
ciao~

Edit

2009-04-30T15:28:00.008+08:00

songs added in my blog... ^.*

imeem 30s only
short post for now...
nose bleeding last night!! WTF (l)'.'(l)
the fucking irritating neighbour upstair disturb me from slping again... "DRILL DRILL DRILL"
harchewing non stop aft woke up!! -_-"
saw Berry's msg... ^^
laopo jio out with Tofu and xiao ba...
but sorry... harchew non stop, don feel like going out.
dad ask to cook tmr... -_-"""""
might see 小姨later.. ^.^ (claps) long tme nv see dao her le siiak!! kinda miss the days!!!
bathing soon.. fking weather!!

ciao~

edited

hmm woo~ so cooling now.. hahas... while bathing thought of writing this...

hmm wouldn't it be cool if i put this on my back?
it look as if it is still crawling eh!!
but perhaps the size must be smaller tt make it look more nicer on ladies back.

frens pls give me some suggestions cos i might wan somethings like this... thks ^^

tiring and fun

2009-04-29T03:14:00.005+08:00

how i look when WCming -_-"

the camera make as if i put red eye liner&1st time eyes big too ^^

woke up 12.30 pm, wash up and head to cck mrt station to meet up with Tofu, Xiao Ba and Wang Ba. laugh* weird name right!! but we like it okayy!! hahas... met up with *&# ... than around 6 plus, Fierce car came and meet up with us. Macdonal, saw Dearest with her frens... back too cck around 8 plus to 9... sunshine with mummy&co, home ph with Tofu and msn with Berry and etc...

WC with Berry again.. hahas.. funny lahh... lots of stupid acts... hahas...

chat till 2.30 am.. Hexic alone than blog.

after blog, slp.

photos took while using com...Boring~

*to my previous post, i'm not being fierce here guy!! no worries i'm fine ^^

*get well soon Xiao Qi

*i'm touched by you ^^

*more time?? shld I???

2009-04-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

I'D ENUFF!!!
I HATE YOU!!!
CUTS CUTS CUTS!!!!!!!
FK YOU LAHH!!!
GO BACK TO UR ZHA BOR LAHH..
DON MSG ME ALL THOSE RUBBISH LAHH...
MISS ME?? THAN YOU WONT NV MSG OR CALL ME.
PLS LAHH... STOP ALL UR ACTS LA HORNY BASTARD!!!
UR GF LOVE TO SEE MY BLOG, THAN GOOD, LET HER SEE.
LET HER SEE HOW BASTARD U'RE!!!
FK IT LAHH HOHX!!!
U BETTER VANISH NOW!!!!
YOU'LL NV BE FORGIVEN!!!
TO HIS GF!!
I DUNNO WHO ARE U LAHH... I OSO DUNNO Y U WILL KNOW ME LAH HOHX...
BUT!!
SERIOUSLY LAHH, UR BF JUST SUCK!!!
HE WILL NV BE TIONG XIM TO U DE!!
RMB, DON TRUST HIM TOO MUCH LAHH...
WASTE TIME ONLY...
SOON U'LL KNOW Y I SAID ALL THESE!!!

confusing

2009-04-26T06:11:00.002+08:00

i'm tired&confuse.i dunno wad's going on. i feel so stress up. dunno who to look to.

i'm really touched with all ur cares and concern. but i dunno shld i deserve all these treats.am i de right 1 for u to waste time on.i do think tt is gonna waste all ur time.i dunno how much can i say to solve everything,IS SO CONFUSE LAHH~~i loves the care and concern but i just dunno why i will have the thought about do i deserve all these.u're always there making me smile and jump around with joys.. u'd nv fail to make me smile every single day.all the laughter i got from u, really make my day bright. i do feel uneasy w/o ur msgs. i will wan to see ur msgs ever single day. i wil wan my phone ring and ur name appear on my phone's screen. it have been so long tt i've this kind of days. i love it and i wont want it to stop. who don wan this kind of days??but disturbance is always there!! DESERVE or NOT!! haiish.. am i shen zai fu zhong bu zi fu??
age does matter to me. but now?? i doubt it at times. i just realise it!! just a few hrs ago. i duno wad am i thinking now le. is not like me anm... am i changing my mindset for u or its just random? i really hate myself to think a lot but yet i'm still doing it...
I NEED SOLUTIONS!!!

yuling need helps badly!!

2009-04-24T02:32:00.003+08:00

was with my gurls these days...
fun okayy...
Chalet, mahjong,supper etc.
and Keion is so nice to come dwn all the way from yishun to Jurong just to slack with us..
so nice of him....
Thanks uh!!
just came back from supper with Calinie and Shenton.
Geyland for tau huay, xiao long bao and guo tei.
rate: poor
standard drop a lot lo...
so disappoited...
maybe not going for 2nd time le.
okay shall go and rest le.
nitez all~

*new name: Lie Gossip ^^

2009-04-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

hmm was with Celinie, Amanda, Sheryl, Jane and Shenton at Jurong these days.. *laugh...

slack mahjong talk cock and eat!! laugh* was fun when i'm with them... but at the same time, didnt slp and make me tired.. laugh** missing them now infront of my lappy. hope to see them on9 but none on9.-_-" think either go out or slping...feel lyk going sheesha again with them, this time include Amanda le. i shall remind her not to slp when we plan for sheesha... thinking wad to do now as i'm damn sianz... and i really find that, we gurls can really talk and gossip uh!! laugh*** loves bithcing with them.. still have lots to share.. perhaps nxt meet up!! hahas... and CELINIE.. DON SLP SO MUCH LEH... VERY SIANZ LEI. THOUGH U LOOK CUTE WHEN U SLP. :P...and ur post.. wa i super TOUCH SIIAK!! hahas.. so boring now.. eh faster on9 leh... if not i going to rot soon. Sherly oso nv ans my call.. think toh liao.. only Jane who just woke up only ans my call.. gosh.. sibei li hai slp siiak..

shall stop here le...

some past photos with Amanda.

CELINIE SEND ME THE PHOTOS WE TOOK IF U HAVE! :)

*i love being what we're now ^^

*is there anymore chance?

2009-04-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

i'm tired.
i'm broke.
i'm bored.

speechless~

Outing with Keion&co on 15-16 April

2009-04-17T12:35:00.015+08:00

16April'09

me

me and Darling

the tomyum mee tt Michael ate
so red!!

Me&Michael

when i was showing WTF!!

Marion and Michael

Keion and Me

Albert and Me

15 April'09

Me and Sheng Hao

Michael: Eh Try This Leh!! swee eh!!

Michael: Si bei good!

acting handsome uh

Keion and Ling

showing off his BIG EYES!!humph!!

Henry and Keion

Relaxing~

the 2 Jokers!!

15 April'09, Wednesday

met up with Keion,Michael, Albert and a lady whom i forgot her name alr at Taka around 7.45pm with Darling. sorry we were late!! cos of the stupid 190 bus!!than went mac tgth as Darling and me hvn eat. aft food, down to arab street for SHEESHA! haha, another SHEESHA wit another grp of frens. *laugh!! met Shanghao and Henry there too as both of them came str aft their lesson.were slacking there with Tropic Thunder and poker cards. well as most of them were first time trying sheeesha, they don really like it. maybe aft the 2nd try just like me who don like sheesha at first but aft the 2nd trip dwn, eh actually quite nice de wor i find. lol...slack there till arn 11.30 pm and Darling and me decide to go club. well aft psyco-ing, Keion, Michael and Albert join us too. BUT!!! is going to strike 12am so we 5 dunno which club to go. and we thought of Zirca.

16 April'09 Thursday

Head dwn to Clackq and then, ZIRCA DON ALLOW BERMUDERS(dunno how to spell). than we sianz 1/2 as Albert is wearing it. than thinking of Phuture, fren called and say ladies have to pay aft 12am. dots dots dots... REALLY MEHS?? isn't it ladies night?? still got rule aft 12am?? Cinderella mehs?? lol...

well in the end we went to Rebel as we alr at clarkq, don wanna waste money dwn to Zouk. Anw, rebel still have free entries for ladies. hahas... Saw Alson there. this idiot love to di siao me when we met each other!! idiot!!lol... not really nice inside. alot of kiao tor!! and the music not really nice too.. all 5 agree okayy!!! but well we still dance and drink till it closed. 4am, slacking outside Rebel and again head to mac for breakfast -_-"" mac again??!! aft breakfast, walk clarkq "seaside".. yuck!! so smelly there can... we 5 slack there till 6 + than we took 190 bus back to my hse. yeah mahjong session eh. BUT cos dad was awake, we cant hav mahjong. so all of them were in my room watching vcd first. than slowly, all doze off. arn 10am, Keion and Albert woke up. both of them wanting to go hm and chg and meet us again. so they went in the room to wake michael up. but he slp so soundly. so i ask them to go off first lo, when Mic wake up, i will tell him. so they went off. 3pm plus, both michael and darling wake me up as they wan go hm chg too. and ya Keion n Albert meeting us at causeway point at 7pm for movie. and ya all of them went home and i'm rotting at home till 5 plus, bath and prepare.met them at causeway point head to buy tickets first than to kopitiam as Michael hvn eat.

Fast & Furious at 9pm. well not really VERY nice show for me. somehow felt disappointed.but nvm lahh.. hahas..aft movie, pasa malam for awhile. and yes all head back home as all of us were really v tired. NOT ENUFF SLEEP!! trainback and wave gd bye to them as we taking the diff train. rch hm arn 12 plus. was msging with berry and Kenn when i'm in 300bus. both are so kind, one call and accompany and another msging with me. hahas... rch hm, shower and ate the tao huay bought at 302. chat with berry and kenn awhile than dad ask to go to slp as i did not really slp well. slept at arn 1 plus and woke up at 11plus just now. ok done with writing.

shall update soon :)

why

2009-04-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

i saw u online just now in msn. why didnt u reply me. i was so shocked tt u're on9. i thought u're back le. tried to spam as much as i can just wan to have a reply like "hi". but u just went offline straight. how cruel u're. is about a week le, yet no news from u. safe o not, i oso dunno. u're making me worrying about u here. pls stop making me worrying about u. spare some thoughts for me kaes.

clubbing for tmr, as usual. darling decided to go in the end. poor Keion. thought i not going liao so he going to work. but well, can meet him aft work. gonna wake up early tmr. wait for his calls and msgs. lol... Keion!!! go okayy!! hahas... let's have fun for this v last week with our poly frens uh!! hahas...excited again... hahas....
kenn is at his fren's bdae celebration. so bored can. quick come back and call me.
berry dotaing.. -_-""
well shall chat later...
k.. stop here first....

2009-04-14T16:10:00.004+08:00

hmm was so bored at home since Sunday. blitzing all day long, smsing all they long with Kenn, BERRY and KEION!lol... Keion siiak... this person is non other than WEI HAO! idiot him. wanting chg his name to Keion and wan me to call him Keion staring from now. and forfits for me if i call out the 2 words "WEI HAO"!! dots... the games started on Sunday night. and last night he got his first catch! i got caught!! idiot... he damn jian zha lo. he called me when i'm having tuition. so i miss his call. than, i called him back when lesson end. and i ask :

"HELLO U CALLED ME UH?" he replied

"HELLO! 你等一下啊”

“ya hello！你懂我是谁吗？”

“懂啦！weihao 啦”

“haha i caught you！”

idiot lah..he play this kind lo. he have been thinking how to trick me lo. dots...

NOT COUNTED la. he play cheat.. lol...sound so kido rights.. lol...

BTH him lo. he can keep laughing for that incident la. and he can laugh when i speak. do i really sound so much like malaysian?? dots... and ya... this person love ppl to mention him in blog and now here i am to mention you!! lol

anw, you cannot punish me liao. is over 12am liao.hahas... no more!!! hahas...

try harder nxt tme. well nxt tme think forfits faster ma lol.dumdum...

and i only type weihao here. i didnt say it out from my mouth. so not counted uh!

clubbing for tmr might call off le. Marion intent to go nxt week. but not confirm yet. so gal pls tell me asap uh...

well nth to write liao. shall update soon.

2009-04-12T17:02:00.007+08:00

Sheryl and Me

da uh!!!

gosh!! kiss kiss!!

Glenn and me

Me and Daisy

Gurls!!

Me and Jane

my lovely Gurl and Me

went sheesha on Friday with Celinie, Jane and Sheryl. super fun with these gurls!!! love being with them... aft Sheesha mahjong with Lim Jia Jun , Tay Jia Jun and Ying Jie. Win lots lots siiak.. $42...poor Ying Jie.3 pok, 3 pok i win lol. Lucky siiak.. Thks to my Celinie!! she Wang me lo. lol... than aft play, jiu slp lo. wake up at arn6 plus than head to tuition...aft tuition ,home.

photos of sheesha and clubs with daisy.

2009-04-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to meet Celinie they all. omg!!so long nva get to meet my this Girlfriend. lol. shall get more meet ups uh. This coming friday meeting them again. SHEESHA!! lol... swee bo??!! and i confirm meet u okayy. no worries uh.was slacking at her place till 5 plus than lunch at KFC than back to her plc slack again. chat with Shi Yi... omg... she was telling me about this digusting gal, name HUILING!!! gosh... brainless bitCh. another pig in my list. than around 7 plus head to amanda's aunt hse. than 907 to meet up with Zhihao and Poh hwee. well meet awhile only than we gals head back to celinie's hse than mahjong session with Jane and Cherly. Is it spell it this way? lol. mahjong till this morning 6 plus and ya waited cab for fcking long can. than my gurls pei me wait and we took pic ON THE ROAD.yea on the road. so hardcore can. lol. shall posts the photos when amanda send it to me uh. got on cab only at arn 7.10am. on my way back home, msging with Yi tan. than rch home, bath than msg Edison and Jiajun.. CELINIE IS NOT THAT LIM JJ K. lol. than was doing some stuff and around ten plus than go to bed. woke up at 5 plus and nw here updating.

Meeting daisy later for clubbing. this time DBL O!! -_-""
super lame plc can. but well... cheap and i going to broke again.. haiish... so bo bian. no phuture today.
heard from Zhenjie that Thursday night is Ladies night for DBL O.
dunno true a not. later go liao jiu know liao lo...
hahas... now chatting with Celinie, Amanda, Lim Jia Jun , Jiajun and Shi yi in msn. lol.
shall continue later or tmr when i got the pics.

bye...pls pls pls take good care of yourself.no matter what ok. is a long trip and wondering what will happen in this 3 months. E- mailing is confirm. and not to worry! i wont ignore your mails de. and i will tkkaiire myself! not to worry ok. we shall stay like this till you return okay. I'll Rmember You!!
112 days to count.

*change songs. love de lyrics!!!

2009-04-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

MARION NG! I PROMISE I WONT INTERFERE AND SCOLDS YOU ABOUT YOUR R/S. I'M SWEARING INFRONT OF ALL MY READERS HERE AND I MEAN IT. I WONT AND NO MORE!! IF I WERE TO LAY A FINGER ON IT, I CURSE MYSELF TO BE IN HORRIBLE DEATH! BE IT AN ACCIDENT OR ETC.... I SWEAR IT AND I REALLY MEAN IT!!!

2009-04-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

super sianz!!!
feel like going out!!!!
i miss shopping!!!!!!!!!
i wan shopping!!!
shop for many many!!!

2009-04-07T03:55:00.001+08:00

well i'm to harsh. ya i knew u're in difficult state too.
but just pls. Change it for the sake of us??
will u??

2 more days!!

FCUK.IT

2009-04-06T22:49:00.005+08:00

sweet talks!!! promises!!! plans!!!!
BULL SHIT!!!
I HATE YOU AND I REALLY DO. FOR THIS MOMENT...
Y IS IT ALWAYS LIKE THIS???
YOU TREATING ME LIKE A FOOL??!!
YOUR TOY IS IT??
HAPPY JIU ENTERTAIN, NOT HAPPY JIU THROW ASIDE!!
HELLO~
I'M HUMAN OKAY!!
I DO HAVE FEELING
ESP!! I'M FEMALE OKAYY!!!
WHAT'S WITH ALL THE CONCERNS AND ALL??
FAKE???!!!
DRAMA??!
EXCUSES ALWAYS OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH!!!
DID I EVA PUT U AEROPLANE???
COMEON...
STOP ALL THOSE IF IF IF!!!
I HATE IT MAN!!!
IS AN INSULT TO ME OKAYY!!!
YOU'RE MAKING ME PISS OFF ALL THE TIME.
WHEN COME TO MEET IS ALWAYS LAST MIN!!
CAN YOU STOP IT!!
THAN, WHAT'S WITH THOSE PLANS??
DAMN IT!!
YOU'RE MAKING ME FEELING TT THE PLANS ARE ALL SHIT!!!
FCUKING PLANS!! FCUKING ATTITUDE!!
EMPTY PROMISES!!!
FAKER!!

FULL OF ANGER AND DISAPPOINTMENT!!!
DAMN IT!!!
I HATE IT TO BE THIS WAY!!!

*SINCE!!
I WONT BE THAT GUAI ANIMORE!!! WHY SHOULD I!!??
WHO CARES??!!!

2009-04-06T16:48:00.004+08:00

omg!! so many days nva update siiak...hahas...was told to update by Wynn. Yes Wynn not Wayne uh...lol...never tag me still wan me update lol. jkjk...
hmm was super sick past few days... is like dying soon.i still went Hougang on Friday. is like omg!!! called Edison and nags from him for going out when i'm super sick lol. but i know he care lahh.. hahas...now i'm still having flu and cough.my cough is killing me man. keep coughing and make me feel so fustrated.but well it is better than having fever and sore throat. staying at home for about 2 days. super bored but i've too as ordered to. well for the sake of going out happily tonight, i've to stay at home guai guai. eat med and drink loads of water. and i did it okayy. nva fail hohx.so hopefully can meet out ltr uh.if not i'll be super sad kaes. 3 more days. omg... 3 more days and u'll be leaving... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will miss u dearly lahh... hu gonna nag at me again when u're gone. hopefully times goes fast!!!9 April to 31 July... super long can.. God pls let the times goes fast for me!! :x i know i'm being mad here. hahas... o ya!!! i'm watching past movies from Funshion. super relax man. and i'm going back again. shall update soon ((:

*my line have been cut due to outstanding bal. will settle it by these few days.
*ppl can still call in and msg in ((: will reply you with another num!

2009-04-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

was having a bad sore throat ytd and woke up this morning, FEVER!!!wth!! sianz siiak... hate sore throat can!! always sore throat than fever than etc... hate it man!!!bcos of the sore throat and fever, i'm unable to go malaysia with Edison for dinner. sianz siia!!! Wei Hao was having a sore throat too.omg... ke lian siia. smoke less uh!!hahas... Guo Wei was chatting with me the whole afternoon. thks for the concern. will drink more water de. no worries. thks for wanting to da bao dinner for me. thks thks. i will tkkaiire myself de. thks a lot. hahas....hmm shall stop here. not in the mood in typing more.

2009-04-01T03:28:00.000+08:00

wanted to sleep but in the end nva. cant sleep siiak!!so hot...so play mahjong with John didi and Wei lun. 3 legs -_-""""... nva win or lose. wei lun lost $5 to john. hmm bored lo... play 1 rnd only as john running a fever. poor thing!!! jie sayang uh!! hahas... aft mahjong wanting to slp, yet still cannot slp so come here again. hmm let's see wad i do today. i mean ytd. is alr 3.31am(Wednesday) now.... woke up at arn 3 plus and called Edison . he ciao from camp lahh... crazy but okayy lah..nth happen in the end. when i called him, he's alr on his way back home. aft put down phone, went wash up and than continue my show. re watch 斗鱼 part 1. sibei nice lo. hahas. and aft watch jiu slack infront lappy liao. FB all the way and tagboard to entertain those freaks!

called Edison to see have he rch home as he promise to call when rch but in the end nva, i call back to chk de lo.. TSK!! than chat with him in msn. there's training for him so he chat awhile liao jiu off9 liao. calls from him when he on the way to training and aft training. and boy!! I PROMISE TO BE GOOD MEANS BE GOOD DE HOHS. I NVA STEP OUT DE HSE AT ALL OKAYY!!HAHAS..SO PLS KEEP YOUR PROMISES!! haahaas....aft chat with him jiu mahjong lo than aft mahjong jiu here lo. hmm.. i'm repeating -_-"" sibei sianz lo...haiish meeting Darling later. Ladies night!! wahahaz!!! hopefully Edison able to join us...

aright shall go chk on john.. see he still running a fever a not!!

*imissyou so muchiie!!!

2009-03-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

8 plus Edison called when i'm eating with Darling. he asked to prepare and he coming over to lot 1 to fetch me aft bathing. and he wanting to bring me to a pub which belong to one of his fren de. opening day so he's bringing me along. but i was like "HUH!! I WEAR TILL VERY CASUAL LEI. LET ME GO HOME CHANGE AND PUT LAPPY FIRST." so i went back home with darling immediately aft food. rch home really just chg and put lappy only. and yet he wait till 9.40 than rch. li hai lo. i thought he will be fast uh. but okayy lahh nvm. so he drive me from cck to orchard. a building call dunno wad Concord hotel uh. oso not sure. very complicated there.and de pub name ish Zinc!! met Tian Yong there,took a few picture and in the end i only manage to recieve 1.still waiting for Yong to send me the rest through mail. and get news tt he going japan for holidaywoo hoo~so shiok lo!!! I WANNA FOLLOW TOO!!hahas...chill there for a while and we ( Edison and me) jiu ciao liao!! cos ppl smoke inside there make both of us suffering. so we decided to go off and he wanting to eat supper. Bukit timah for chicken rice. not bad lahh but i didnt finish cos my dinner hvn digest yet and yet supper go in. lol. and ya aft food he drive me home and aft bath all these i'm typing here le. feel rather tired gonna go slp soon.

nitex all!!

*only will see him soon if i be good. omg -_-"" really bo??

2009-03-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

Darling found this when she pick on this book!! yuckz!!

i'm now in lot 1 library.. studying siiak!! finding books lol...but sometime study too much will make me feel so bored so took a few pic with darling here... cos super bored ma.. hahas...

2009-03-30T16:37:00.000+08:00

ahuhuh...LADIES NIGHT THIS WED WITH DARLING...LOL...finally uh...we meet out to club again...wondering which club to go...haven decide yet.hmm went sao mu sat afternoon than back home and rest.went out at arn 12 AM to powerhouse meet Edison his having a celebration there. and is so last min can...but okayy lahh. i njoy myself ... met Ivan there too. so surprising lahh..hahas..super tall uh u..hahas..rch home arn 4 plus. *head spinning....bath and bed. than woke up arn 2 plus. msg Edison and poor him having hang over. and he miss his bball competition.lol.rot at home de whole afternoon and only went out at arn 9 pm ytd to meet up with Ivan for dinner and chats.home arn 11.30pm and called Edison. chat awhile and planning to meet tonight... BUT NOT CONFIRM YET.. SIANZ SIIA... hopefully can meet lo since he going to sail again on 9 april till july siiak!!!..sadded!! :(

Sailing away for 3 months will make everything change? will i be able to sustain? will i?

2009-03-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

I REPEAT MYSELF!!! I AM WHO I AM!!!WHAT I WAN TO SAY AND WRITE IS MY PROBLEM.YOU'RE JUST NTH TO ME OKAYY!!WANT FIND TROUBLE IS IT. CALL ME LAHH. DON NEED COMPLAIN SO MUCH TO PEOPLE SAYING WAD I WROTE IN MY BLOG AND WAD HAPPEN IN MY TAGBOARD. YOU NOT HAPPY CAN COME FIND ME DE, NOT SAY U DON KNOW ME LEI.CALL ME LAHH BLOODY HELL!!BY COMPLAINING AND ASKING AROUND WONT GIVE U EXACT ANS. WANT ,ASK ME STRAIGHT.I KNOW YOUR THAT LOUSY PATTERN OKAYY... LOVE TO ACT BIG AND JEALOUS ABOUT PPL. THIS IS MY BLOG, AND WADEVA I POST IS IN THE REAL LIFE.NO LIES AT ALL.GO AND ASK ARN FOR WAD. ASK ME LAHH. WHY NO GUTS UH. JUST KNOW HOW TO HIDE THERE LIKE A RAT UH!!FCUK IT MAN!!!YOU'RE NOTHING OKAYYY!!
GONNA CURSED YOU!!!!
CURSED YOU NOT HAVING ANY HAPPY ENDING WITH WHOEVA YOU WITH.
CURSED YOU TO HAVE A ROTTEN MOUTH OKAYY!!!
WAHAHAS...
I'M EVIL AND DON U PROVOKE ME U MORON!!

CHILDISH......KIDS...WHATEVER

2009-03-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

am at grandma hse ... just came back from lim chu kang to pray to my grandpa and my great grandmother and etc.. who i dunno hu lai de. but is my relatives lahh..hahas...and along the way was msging with Ivan. called john to verify smth and just called keat to complain.lols...i just cant stand vinegar...it make me feel so disgusted. and ya, was talking about vinegar with keat. ish funny lahh huh!! we talk about the negative points of vinegar!!! SMELL SOUR AND CHOKY!!i keep complain to him and i believe he understand my feeling right keat?? I HATE VINEGAR!! YUCKX!!! how about u?? do u hate vinegar??

post 2...
lol...sianz siia...was typing half way and dad ask to go back home and now i'm typing at home liao. lol. still chatting with keat on msn. and heard from aunt tt maybe there'll be a black out for whole spore. but dunno true a not . 8.30 to 9.30... dunno true a not lahh.. see how ltr lol...and whoeva out there. wad i wan to write in my blog ish my freedom&&problem if u wan comment, comment it to urself. if u wan spam than come spam with ur bloody name. don be hum there. if can, leave ur links too so tt i can go scan through urs to see how perfect ur blog ish.if you not happy about me, feel free to leave ur number down too. i will call u no worries. it will be good if u come straight to my face let me see how~~perfect~~ you're and how your mother teach you manner. you're just so lamn out there. spam more okayy. i just lovin'it. spam more okayy.... :)
and pls using my name to dirty my blog is just so silly can. who will believe tt those were type from me. grow up pls. *laughs!!

*I HATE VINEGAR
*YOU'RE JUST MAKING YOURSELF LIKE A FOOL! CHILDISH!! KIDS!!

2009-03-28T01:51:00.000+08:00

i'm back again. sibei sianz now...and i suddenly miss the feeling of loves and being loves!! i know i'm being random now...and i know there're some ~~idiots~~ out there laughing and teasing at me like nobody business..just laugh ba...haiish...i just don understand why seeing couples holding hands and hugging outside will affect my feeling.viewing blogs that mention their sweet moments make me envy and having photos that they took with their loves make me jealous...well well well...i still have not enjoy enuff my single life yet i'm thinking of falling in love again.omg...i need loves, hugs and kisses from the one i loves... too bad... i still have not found one yet. so sad... is so bored at times whereby u're alone at home, in the room, watching tv programme or vcd n munching the tibits urself whereby there's some1 used to feed it to me or snatch from me. instead of slping it straight, i still miss de days where i chat and wish good nights to loves...hmm suddenly all those acts came it into my mind. maybe bcos i'm too free today or maybe bcos u call. well the fact now is i'm single and not really available as i wants to enjoy singlehood.single life is wad i craving for months ago. and now i complaining about missing loves...sianz... i dont even know wad i want now. is so confusing...argh!!! feeling so fustrated... shall stop here and slp liao...if not... i'm gonna be crazy...

2009-03-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDISON!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

2009-03-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

i'm started to suspect u.i doubt my feeling for u is nolonger tt strong le.as i'd mention.i hate liars!!and unfortunately u're one.so sad!!i cant imagine to be with u whereas u're such a big liar..pls lahh...u cant hide from me any longer.i've so much ears outside for me. and u nva expect tt bitch had told ousiders so much thing tt u had done with her.omg... i'm so grateful tt i did not for fall u too deep.and of cos agree to be with u.u're just so disgusting can... why must u lie?does it make u feel so good tt i dont know so much??don u worry tt i will know it sooner or later?u're just too naive and i'm just too foolish!!i regret wasting my times on missing and meeting u.well if u wan to have timer, pls don come and find me. u're just knock to de wrong person.be with her all u want. stop hurting other gals u jerk!u just make my days so dark.and my memories so dirty!!yucks!!
and pls... I DONT NEED YOU TO CARRY ON. I HAVE THR REST OF THEM.DONT BE SO THICK SKIN.
however...
i have them to pei me. mahjonging, smelly tofu, sheesha and watching JU ON...
well though very special activities BUT i believe all of us enjoyed it. went wei lun hse ton on monday night. and he was at my plc till last night. so fun can. having all of them really make my days so bright.cant smile w/o them siia.later will be meeting joon keat and maybe liang. hahas...prawning?? but no money siia.. sianz lo..super sianz lahh....
well watching 9 o clock show now. super nice and funny.... hahas..shall update soon..
shoo~

2009-03-23T15:47:00.000+08:00

hmm ish so boring now.wei lun and john still sleeping in my room.planning to go out today.Darling, Dearest and Keat coming over to my plc soon. (come and wake them up)
planning to go lau pa sat. SMELLY TOFU HERE I COME AGAIN!!is super nice lahh... though it smell like shit but it taste super good lahh ... keat wanted me to stay far away from him if i eat it. but SO SORRY!! I GUESS MOST OF US WILL EAT SO KEAT U SIT FAR AWAY THAN RIGHT!! LOLS!! omg!! is raining soon !! hopefully it rain aft we rch lau pa sat or just don rain
lol...hmm i miss all these
-DURIANS
-SMELLY TOFU
-309 TAU HUEY
-SUSHI
-SHEESHA
-CLUBBING
-SENTOSA
-ZOO
-PRAWNING
-ROUNDING
-MAHJONGING
-TRAVELLING(MALAYSIA ALSO CAN)

wa!! hu can fulfill it for me?

2009-03-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

well woke up at around 12.30pm. recieved msg from Wei Lun asking me when wan go out.hahas.cute uh this bro!!hmm too bad John going chalet today so maybe tmr than go out uh!!hahas...hmm and woke up realised some1 missing!! ANG JOON KEAT!!!HONG JUN JIE!!sneak home siia...wake up nva see dao u lo only saw John slping beside me...idiots!!later come,smack u uh!!hahas...last memory about last night was, watching xiao wan zi with keat and John. and aft tt dunno when i fall asleep and keat ask me to slp properly as my position was damn ******** ... thks uh... if not i sure will have backache de..hahas. BUT WHY GO HOME SIIA!!!idiot...today saturday siia...should be going out de lo.idiot nva pei me lo..
oh chong liang coming back tonight lo. good good... sibei miss him lahh...he bo come i super sianz siia. no ppl let me shoot lols...and no ppl ~~acting gay~~ infront of me.. ahahahas...he sure kill me seeing this..lols....hmm feel like prawning tonight lei. hmm shall meet a few ka ki liao lols. JOON KEAT TMR NO DATES HOHX. SO DON GIVE EXCUSES TT NEED TO SLP EARLY HOHX!!ahahas...sianz siia now only 3 plus... nth to do lo...call he or she, all slping...sianz siia..all like pig siia...oiink oiink!!! hmm wonder marion darling doing wad. shall call her later too meet. hahas.. k lahh.. shall stop here...

*don be sad!!there're more choice outside. YOU'RE STILL YOUNG!

2009-03-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

a nice video!!yes marion and i wish to dance like her.watch and u wont regret dancers!!

2009-03-20T06:14:00.000+08:00

argh!!! is 6.14am now and i'm still not feeling sleepy!!omg!!how can lyktt siia.i have things to do ltr on and yet my eyes still not tired.have been playing games in FB, chatting with frens for about 8 hrs. omg!!Chris have not go to bed too... poor things...hopefully u're fine. chat with KEAT la, Chris la, Jialing la, LEX(dn say i nva mention u hohx) la and more.watch videos at youtube too and saw some videos tt're related to my sec. sch. lots of videos about hiphop dancer.and my contem dancers videos did not appear lei.so sad uh!!always lose to hiphop!! and ya malay dance!!oso quite hot uh!!contem damn ke lian uh...hmm now writing rubbish here cos i super sianz. Chris off9 liao but we still sms... cute uh!!!hmm well think stop here ba...nth to write le!!

*meet out soon frens

2009-03-18T16:10:00.001+08:00

today is wednesday!!!
shall i go club eh??
LADIES NIGHT LEI!!
omg!!!
any1 out there wanna club??
call me yah!!

2009-03-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

when these songs plays, it remind me of you!!the fun we had and now is all gone.
same to you..it seem like wad eva happen there, remains there.hmm could it bcos i'm too sticky?
well only you know and the god know~hmm shall meet up with ah^siao later.not working tmr liao.monday pay day.not a lot lahh... sianz...but well wtd!! anw i quit le.so new jobs wanted!!anone have nice retail job? do intro me uh!at least $5/hr.hmm where's EDISON???quick call me back.wanted to meet up with u too!! miss ya lots yeah!!

wad are frens for?

2009-03-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

朋友是一位很奇妙的人！
他可以为你而伤心
陪你一起欢笑也偶尔会让你感到难过！
有缘才认识
有缘才能一起过生活！
“有福同享有难同当”
只要这句话永远在心中
哪怕他会对你不忠！
朋友啊！朋友！
你对我是最重要的！
谢谢您已在我生命中健了一道彩虹！
友情万岁！！

hopefullly my ah^siao can get back to the peace we had previously.
every single of them are impt to me.
hopefully the picture we had wont crack!!
guys... do give and take ba..
if not things might get worst!!
well same to u...
do spend sometime with us.
if not sonner or later u will lose us.
frankly speaking, you're just too into ur sch stuff and ur other grp of frens.
just think back my bdae's celebration.
u have been sitting in the room most of the time instead of having fun with us.
i had keep calling u and it seem like i need to chg tone then things work.
hmm wad is it so impt in ur lappy than me, this gf, bdae celebration.
meet ups wasnt regularly liao..
yet, been mistaken by ur parents.
secret wasnt shared anymore as u were the 1st to know in the past.
now..
things change...
a mnth a meet up...
terrible...
though friendship still counting on...
but lots of blank days was in the history...
-i understand
-i do understand
-sorry
all these might not work anymore.
do think about it.

2009-03-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

hey this post is for SZE SI WEI!!
pls lahh get a life man...dont u think that u damn bastard??cant you see that SHE dont wan to carry on her life with u!!is so obviouse okay!!you think you apologise will heal the cuts??
-HOW DID U TREAT HER WHEN U ARE TGTH??
-HOW DID YOU TREAT HER WHEN U ASK FOR A BREAK??
-HOW DID YOU TREAT HER AFTER YOU GUYS BROKE UP??
-HOW DID YOU TREAT HER WHEN SHE IS MOVING ON??
-HOW DID YOU TREAT HER WHEN WADEVA THINGS SHE'S DOING DOESNT CONCERN YOU??
-WHAT DID YOU SAY WHEN YOU'RE WITH HER??
-WHAT DID YOU SAY WHEN U ASK FOR A BREAK??
-WHAT DID YOU SAY AFTER YOU GUYS BROKE UP??
-WHAT DID YOU SAY WHEN SHE WANTED TO FIND NEW LIFE??
-WHAT DID YOU COMMENT ON HER WHEN SHE JUST WANTED TO HAVE FUN??

WHAT DID YOU DO WHEN SHE'S STILL YOURS??
THINK BACK WHAT'S THE REASON THAT MAKE YOU GUYS APART!!!
WHO DID IT??
WHO CAUSE IT??
WHO??!!!

perhaps u will think tt i might know and say too much!!
but u know her weak pointS so no point having her to tell u!!
U WILL NVA LISTEN!!

2009-03-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

ah huh!! woke up at 11.30am again. bath than off to work.on the way msg dum^dum..hmm waited so long than get his replies -_-"...he went far far siia...so shock luh...so i didnt really msg him and disturb liao...than during work, damn funny lahh...is fun today.cos happening luh...got this YOUNG GAL wanna buy WINNER RED, VICEROY RED AND SAMPRONA(DUNNO HOW TO SPELL LAH)RED!!...and she's underage...can tell lahh..n wanted to chk IC..she refuse and kp me a lot lahh..so i damn angry..stil ask whr i stay etc..so i ans etc...and ys lil boss came and ask wad's goin on.and POLICE was out from his mouth.omg!!tt gal face was damn funny lahh..SCARED!!!and ya...vulgar from her mouth...and ya lots of argument b/w her and us lahh...and fianlly she went off with her fren with her mouth zipped!!lol...YOUNG WANT SMOKE!!STILL CAN ACT SAT!!WTF!!!after her case and got this guy came in and wanted to buy cigg too..as usual "IC PLS" and ya he show it to me at the same time i was so fucking shocked!! his birthday same as me, year also same as me. 17/02/1990!!! wa we two laugh damn loud after i show him mine!!hahas...damn qiao lahh... and we chatted a while and aft tt i back to work...today a lot of ppl lahh..and i stand all the way siia...*leg sore*...but okay lahh..in the end account tally siia...nan de siia.. cos i always sort or have extra money out...lols...but okay lahh today ZHUN ZHUN!!! hahas...aft work, my bro and jun wei came and find me. walk to 408 and chat with frens a while, thought got go out in the end.... so came back home and rot..so sianz lahh.. and now i physco-ing dum^dum out..hahas... pls pls come out lahh..is fucking sianz at home....hmm shall stop here le... nth much to write...

*if u think u can affect me by ur fucking fool actions, than continue... I'M LOVING IT!!!

2009-03-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

hmm met up with dum^dum last night.poor boy kanna ps by his frens.and ya i so good go and pei him.nice time with him uh.and he left at 5am.sent me home than go home uh.nice uh.than went to bath and went to bed at 6am.I WOKE UP AT 11.30AM JUST BECAUSE I HAVE WORK!!!so sianz can!!and dum^dum slept till 3pm than wake up.msg from him uh...so sweet...he pei me sms and went to my workplace just to say hi and he went for his training siia.hmm so kind uh, b4 training still come see me uh..lols...and ya, might be meeting him later ... waiting for him to come back first than see he's tired a not, if not than will meet up lo..hahas.. waiting for his calls.hmm dunno why got some fools love to spam ppl blog.make ppl blog dirty niia.heyy, there's smth call IP code lahh hohz..and using ppl name to spam here make u feel so proud of urself?? joke siia!!pls if u wanna spam, not a problem BUT use ur bloody name lahh hohx!! as long as u spam with ur name, wadeva shit u wan spam just spam it lahhh.... at least i know u're not CHICKEN!!and kanna spam make me happy lahh, making my blog so happening...hmm thks uh!!kip it up!!i appreciate it lahh...thks!!

2009-03-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

finally got the clubbing photos from dearest jialing..thks gals...

2009-03-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

ah huh!!! did not go clubbing siia!!! super sad lahh huh!!well nvm... WAYNE PROMISED TO ACCOMAPNY ME THIS COMING WEDNESDAY!!!THKS LAHH !!! YOU'RE SO KIND UH!!

looking forward for that day yah!!hahas...had just redo my blog skin by the guides from my sister...and yah i love it lahh though is simple...this is wad i wan...hahas...listening to lots of music today and i cant stop thinking of clubbing.omg!!! god pls let times fly faster!!i wanna meet out with frens to club yah!!hmm thining what to do later...gaming?watching tv??chatting???ARGH!!!so bored lahh can!!! MR WAYNE ASKED ME TO STAY AT HOME ON9... well what can i do leii??is so bored that i try out photonia with lots of stupid pic...lol...i even use cookie in it.. LMAO man!!!hahas... but i loves Cookie lah!!my cutest dearest dog i have...lol...though a bit blur blur at times but he's smart can...Jialing right??whenever u have food with u, wad cookie do to u?? wahahaz!!!and my dog loves to gay lahh huh!!Keat right???John's gay partner!!lols!!!hmm i'm writing crap here i know...just let me be ba.. just wanna let time past..ya i know i'm wasting time here...haiish wad to do??!!ARGH!!!!hmm will be uploading some pics of me and my ah^siao... peeps bear wit my nonsense uh!!

2009-03-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

well i guess something wrong with my blog date.is always late by a day.nvm.Wednesday went Phuture..fun lahh...saw dearests dance quite good for their 1st or maybe 2nd time.but well damn our heels causing us so much pain.poor jialing, i know u really tahan it till cannot tahan liao...*sayang lahh...hmm got to know Fai ming,Nelson,Sean,Wayne and Damian. well all of them are friendly and playful lahh.. especially SEAN!!hahas... nice dancing with u and Wayne.met out with Wayne the nxt day for lunch at Lot 1 as we stay damn near each other lahh...haha...so shock when i heard from sean that wayne stay near me. and Sean staying around me too...omg.. seldom get to know ppl who stay so near me from club....hahas...and for once there're 2 of them.lol....perhaps we can get to share cab tgth for the next clubbing??hahas...still thinking shall i go Phuture again tonight.Damian asked too but i dunno should i go anot.cos TMR GOT WORK!!damn it...dunno how to quit it siia...there're so many ppl asking me to quit but i really dunno how to say siia.haiish no work = no $$...omg!!!sianz lahh...planning now with Wayne about nxt wednesday. Ladies night again. Phuture again...well dearests any of u available?? if not it will be me alone siia. sianz...hmm okayy lahh...shall stop here. will upload the photos when i got it from dearests JIALING...

2009-03-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

out with Marion and Lex yst.hmmKTV at town. hmm is fun lahh...nice voice u have Lex!!and mine ji tao cannot make it liao lo. sad!!!hahas...now at marion hse waiting for her to prepare.yeah!!she's staying at my plc tonight and tml siia... funfunfun!! we gals seldom get to have this kind of days de leii...lol..too bad jialing got training..if not she will be with us too de lo. damn her bowling.hahas...sister joking uh!!hmm Ladies Night later at Phuture... ppl out there do drop by and had fun uh!!see u guys there worxx!!well marion almost done...i shall stop here le...

CHEERS!!

2009-03-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

omg!!is raining for 3 days le.thought today wont be raining than can go shop shop.BUT!!!omg!! rain heavier than past 2 days.so sad lahh.wanna go out de lei.planning to go out with dearest marion when i wake up.pierce pierce!!BUT!!!omg...the sky don allow me to go..dots...was sitting infront of the com for almost 3 hours and it's still raining non stop.omg!!both Dearest not on9 too...no ppl to plan where to go tonight siia.last week i spend my days working non stop.finally this week i can take a break and yet RAINING!! -_-"hmm thought of changing my blogskin le.but i find it troublesome and DEAREST!!!any of u wanna help me?? only both of u know my PW!! hahas...hmm Marion i wan pierce pierce lei. sian siia.where u now??and jialing guess u with mel mel ba.hmm so don disturb u.do call me when u saw this post my dearest Marion.i very sianz siia.sitting infront the com make me think a lot too lahh..oh btw, sisterS! read the another blog.new updates!!hmm quick call me uh!! rotting liao!!!

2009-03-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat,

Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

when you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes,

What's your fantasy?(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back homex4(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight